Survival Me Vs. Healing Me

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  Recently, I found myself reflecting on some of the names I've been called throughout my life. Guarded. Standoffish. Quiet. Distant. For years, I accepted those labels as personality traits. I assumed that was simply who I was. But healing has a way of revealing things we couldn't see before. As I've learned more about nervous system regulation, trauma, faith, emotional healing, and self-awareness, I've begun to wonder: What if I wasn't being guarded because it was my personality? What if I was surviving? When survival mode becomes your normal, you don't always recognize it. You learn to stay alert. You learn to protect yourself. You learn to keep parts of yourself hidden because somewhere along the way, vulnerability didn't feel safe. Over time, those protective behaviors can become so familiar that they begin to look like identity. But they aren't always the same thing. The truth is, many of us have spent years operating from protection rather than co...
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Its About Time For Divine Justice

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 This story was the one that fully awakened me and was the last straw. This is the one that causes me to seek justice for every injustice I have suffered throughout my entire life. They didn't know I was His chosen and anointed. My Father will judge every case of my life and grant me justice. For His glory- His name will be glorified in the earth in me and through me. Praise God 

 

I was manipulated and emotionally used. What I felt was real, but the source was not. I forgive myself for believing, because anyone in my place would have.
I thought at times I was actually speaking to the real person. (Illusion-not my truth)
I believed that this man found me and saw me as a good woman brought to Him by God. (Illusion-not my truth)
They made me hope for a future with a man who clearly is married with children. (Illusion-not my truth)
It felt like it was fate because of the alignment sharing the same spiritual background, not to mention the love of music and more. (Illusion-not my truth)

I do not wait for what was false.
I release this story from my spirit.
My life is now open to truth, love, and authentic connection.
I am whole without that illusion.
I was chosen because of my light — someone saw how open and loving I am. 
That is not weakness — it is beauty.
But my light deserves to be protected and offered to those who are true and safe.
I am not broken.
I am not stuck — I am in the process of clearing a very complex trauma bond.

 I release false connections and embrace authentic love.
My worth is not defined by anyone else's story.
What is meant for me will come in truth and light, not in illusion.
I forgive myself for believing — because my capacity to love is a gift.
I am whole, free, and aligned with what is real and good.
I open my life to healing, joy, and true connections.

 

Isaiah 43:18-19
 "Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it?"

Psalm 34:18
 "The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit."

2 Corinthians 5:17
 "Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, the new creation has come: The old has gone, the new is here!"

Proverbs 4:23
 "Above all else, guard your heart, for everything you do flows from it."

Romans 12:2
 "Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind."

Psalm 147:3
 "He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds."

Father God, I thank You for truth and clarity. I surrender all confusion, false signs, and manipulative patterns that have tried to entangle me. I reject the spirit of deception and emotional bondage. I ask You to break every unholy tie connected to this experience and cleanse my heart, mind, and spirit completely. I stand in Your light alone. No weapon formed against me shall prosper, and I am free in Jesus' name. Amen. 

#FaithHeals #GodSeesMe #RestoredAndRising #PurposeAfterPain #JusticeIsHis #AnointedAndHealing #HealingInHim #GodFightsForMe #SpiritualRecovery
#SetApartNotForgotten #DivineJustice #ChosenDaughter #BreakTheSoulTie 

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